Thanks man, but I am a pro, and my decisions are calculated. This is not about that. I'm open to anything. My pm box is always open. It sucks...I was never a drinker, per se, before. Only people in pain can truly comment on it. True pain, not discomfort.
It is a choice though, that is truly fair. It is like the choice I made less than a week after c-spine surgery...I decided to NOT partake in pain meds, or anything else...and went back to work.
Years later, things have changed.
I don't advocate anything, except that I will not judge you for doing what you have, or need to do. That is a difference, than doing what you want to do. The difference is a huge one.
My dad died of a very aggressive cancer, and my mom died of heart diseaese. My grandpa died of complications from diabetes, and my other grandpa died from a heart attack after running 3 miles...he didn't drink, or do drugs of any kind.