My wife got caught up in that same scenario and has been a pescitarian for the past 5 years because of it. She somehow thinks fish have no feeling, and I'm not crazy enough to tell her the fault in her logic. She can just do her thing, and I'll do mine. I love bacon almost as much as I love bacon, but it's nothing compared to bacon. I can't NOT have meat, unfortunately. I purposely ignore those kinds of videos and am willfully ignorant of the industrial food complex's treatment of animals. I know what goes on, but I tune it out. And I'm kind of hypocritical in that regard because I think hunting is cruel outside of a survival scenario. I dunno. I think meat has my cognitive functions all fucked up. But still. Meat is delicious and I need it.