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Grieving. I started out with a total block out but waking up Sunday in Wyoming was a red flag--I live in Montana. Then I tried that hitting yourself in the back with that whippy hooky thing from that hanks movie but after one lash I remembered I hate the site of my own blood. So now I'm doing the American Indian ritual of carrying around a lifeless baby for a year except I couldnt find a baby so I'm using a watermelon I dressed up. I dont think ill make it a whole year though despite tossing my melon baller collection.