Prayers for the loss of your dad. I lost both my parents almost 30 years ago. I still think about them almost daily. I also lost my big brother a couple months ago to cancer. He lived halfway across and country and we didn't see each other a lot over the years. But you always remember your big brother as the invincible one.
Sadly, the longer we live the more likely we're going to experience loss. The one loss I would not be able to handle would be living longer than your children. I couldn't imagine anything worse in life. I pray I go first.