It's okay, Mike. You weren't out of line; just channeling grief, which is better than keeping it in. I don't know what I'd do if I lost my mom; it was hard enough losing my Cousin Irv (to a heart attack) and Uncle Danny (to leukemia) - two of the kindest men I think I've ever known. I'm so sorry for your loss; life is not fair, and we don't get over our losses, but we try our best with what we have.